February 2012
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Close call.
So today I was kind of just down in every way. I think most of it is that I guess it really is starting to come into perspective that I am in fact that ugly friend that no one wants around. I don’t know, this is probably just self pity, but the fact that not only am I one of the only ones who doesn’t have a job (which is really getting me down. I mean not even fast food places...
Reblog if you're ugly.
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Sad.
I feel the need to express that my sad existence has gotten to the point where looking at pictures of myself makes me want to cry because all I can see are the flaws. The imperfections. The things that I want need to fix. All of this could be fixed by not existing and as much as I wish that were an option, it’s not.
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Bad Days.
So lately, I’ll admit my days and well, really nights have been really shitty. Lately I’ve been crying a lot and I’m really not sure why. I still haven’t cut, but who knows how much longer that will last. Thoughts of dying are always fun… ¬.¬
friend: mulan isnt even a princess
me: dishonor
dishonor on you
dishonor on your whole family
DISHONOR ON YOUR COW
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